Today...i'm sad

“Today when you walked by and couldn’t even bear to look at my face, I felt my heart break. You don’t know how much it hurts to see the person you care about more than anything else in the world, pass by right by like you’re not even there.”

Someone Special

Anyone can make you smile or cry but it takes someone special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes

F.U.T.U.R.E ~~ bang!bang!boom!

Dear Future Boyfriend

(Piccas on the trip)...

  

ROCK THIS WAY!!!

I’m sorry for the fights that we’ll get into. I’m sorry for making you cry. I’m sorry for lying. I’m sorry if I get jealous. I’m sorry if I act childish sometimes. I’m sorry if I’m a pain in the ass sometimes. And I’m sorry for everything that I’ll do to make you unhappy. I thank you for all the smiles that you’ll bring me, all the happiness you can give me. I thank you for being there for when I need you the most. Thank you for brightening up my day. If you make me cry, then that’s okay. Just don’t make that a habit. If you hold my hand, hold it tight so that you can make sure that I don’t slip away. If you hold me, just know that I won’t stop smiling. I want you to know that if I ever do slip away, I didn’t want to, but it was something that I couldn’t help. And when I realize how stupid I was, I hope that you still haven’t given up on me yet. And I hope that you’ll still be there to give me another chance because I would give you that second chance.

If you make me cry, then that’s okay. They say that guys aren’t worth my tears, but I want you to be the guy that’s worth my tears. I know that there’ll be times where I can’t always make you happy. I know that there will be times where I won’t be able to see you because of my parents, but know that I really just want to be with you right at that moment and know that I just want to be in your arms. I don’t need you to kiss me every minute like how some couples are because I’d rather you just surprise me. I’ll love it when you make me laugh, even if it’s something completely stupid, a cheesy pick up line, a silly face, anything, I’ll love it. I’ll introduce you to my friends if you want and you can introduce me to yours, but that really doesn’t matter to me. Knowing you is good enough for me.

I won’t fall for any of your friends because I know how much you’d hate that and why would I want them when I have you? I just hope that you can do the same. I’ll watch movies with you all day if you wanted to - your favorite movies, my favorite movies, new movies, any movie. We can go to the park and run around you can chase me around the playground. We can take a train to anywhere and then wind up not getting off until the last stop. When we do get off, we can just take another train and it won’t matter which stop we get off at. We can stay up all night on the phone and not even say anything to each other. You don’t need to shower me with gifts and roses or spend every money in your wallet to keep me. I’m not the selfish or materialistic type. All I want is some good quality time. We could be laying around, doing absolutely nothing, and I’ll be more than satisfied. Future boyfriend, I hope that I’ll meet you soon.

Kata dia..

Tadi sebelum dia berlepas pergi..

dia "Jaga diri baik-baik ye, apapun maaf banyak-banyak ye if terasa hati"

aku (dalam hati) "Memang terasa hati sangat sebab ini dah kali keberapa happened sebelum awak berlepas pergi...sebab ianya jauh, sangat jauh"

...sob sob sob, sedih sangat sebenarnya

Sambungan dari Penantian itu...

Penantian adalah satu ujian..tetapkanlah aku selalu dalam harapan kerana keimanan tak hanya diucapakn.  Adalah ketabahan menghadapi cubaan, sabarkan lah aku menanti pasangan. Tulus kan hati ku sambut sepenuh jiwa ini.  Di dalam asa diri menjemput berkahMU.  Tibalah izin MU atas harapan ini.Robbi teguhkan lah aku dipenantian ini..sabarkan la aku ya Allah menanti pasangan ku..ya Allah sabarkan lah aku untuk menanti pasangan ku ya Allah..

Ya Allah jika dia jodohku tetapkan lah hati kami satu kan la kami..tetapi ya Allah jika dia bukan yang terbaik untuk aku pisahkan lah kami jadi kan la p'sedaraan islam..ya Allah aku sabar menanti sapa pun pasangan aku yg EngKau takdir kan tunuk hamba MU ini. 

Aku hanya mampu berdoa pada MU ya Allah kerana aku tahu semua ini ketentuaan Mu ya Allah,aku hanya la sorg hamba yang berharap padaMU ya Allah.  Teguhkan lah aku di penantian ini.  Sabar kan la aku dalam setiap penantian ini ya Allah dalam atas harapan ini..berikan lah cahaya ini dgn terang MU selalu..,kepada Engkau tempat aku m'minta dan Engkau m'dengar setiap p'mintaan ku ya Allah,aku bukanlah hamba yg sempurna diriku byk kekurangan namun aku tahu satu hari nanti Engkau akan temukn aku pasangan..aku sabar menanti semua kerana MU ya Allah..berikan lah aku ketabahan dalam setiap ujian yang datang..

Semoga aku di temukan pasangan yang beriman insyAllah,semoga aku sabar dalam setiap penantian adalah satu ujian,Allah!

Aminn

Penantian

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Captured it out by meyh... :)

For the rest of my life...