Let go..Release

We all go through disappointments, setbacks and things we don’t understand. Maybe you prayed for a loved one, but they didn’t get well. Or maybe you worked hard for a promotion, but you didn’t get it. You stood in faith for a relationship, but it didn’t work out. One of the best things you can do is release it and let it go. If you go around dwelling on it, wondering why this didn’t work out, why my loved one didn’t get healed, why I didn’t get that promotion, all that’s going to do is lead to bitterness, resentment and self-pity. Before long you’ll be blaming others, yourself, and maybe even God. You may not have understood it. It may not have been fair. But when you release it, it’s an act of your faith. You’re saying, “God, I trust You; I know You’re in control. And even though it didn’t work out my way, You said that all things are going to work together for my good. So I believe You still have something good in my future.”

Proverbs 20:24 says, “Since the Lord is directing our steps, why do we try to figure out everything that happens along the way?” God has you in the palm of His hand. He is directing you every step of the way. That disappointment may not have been fair, but it’s all a part of your divine destiny. If you will let it go and move forward, then you’re going to come into something awesome that God is about to do; not ordinary like you had planned, but extraordinary like God has planned.

Patchi Choc.. hehe thanx ya!! Last day before left...

You are flying with Malaysia Airlines...Business Class Boarding Pass

Before depart from KLIA and dat time bye bye MALAYSIA :'(

Tuhan tahu..

Salam & greetings

I know I'm not supposed to get scared of anything, Tuhan kan menjaga hamba yang sentiasa ingat padaNya. Tapi bagaimana dgn waktu2 yang saya leka & lalai?

I think u know what I mean...this is just for a record!

BTW, I've increased my privacy level w.r.t him - what he can see of me in tweet ;P. Maybe I'm getting paranoid here but better be safe than sorry. Do send me private msg (email/sms etc) instead of writing on da wall ok.

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To Mimpi Ngeri

What do you want from me? Whatever that I've wrote here, however distorted, maniacal, one-sided etc. is totally about me (how I feel), not YOU. The people here do not know of you - in real life.

Sorry... u are zerro already maa insp sahab!!!!

Errgghhh!!

When my simple action might be misunderstood.

I love to work even on weekends as home is simply where I take my rest & rilex.

In my so-called 'previous life' - I did the same too! My friends & family can attest to that fact.

Do I have to explain everything to you/everybody who is around?

Can we please let go of this 'what a small-world mentality' as 2 plus 2, in this case, certainly doesn't necessary mean 4 (to me!)!!!

It's me..Izzati Shafii *-*

Happy 4th Anniversary

Take care...

Doa buat kekasih..

Nota kaki: Pagi2 lagi dah terdengar lagu ini dan semoga perjalanannya selamat...semoga berjaya!

Dia kekuatan ku...believing heart

Looking for the best phrase to make it as a sentence. Cause the only thing that i can think right now, to find a STRENGTH to move on. Everyone ask me to move on. Stop to think about him, stop to miss him, stop to talk about him, stop to write about him in blog, stop crying when i miss him. So then i decide may be what they said are true. So this blog will not actively in use as usual. So everything i just keep it in my heart. When i can't sleep at night cause i think about him, and i miss him may be i just can still wake for the whole night. All the feeling about him i just keep it deeply in my heart.

I woke up this morning 3:30am and the person i think is him. i miss him but may be this is right time for me to let this feeling go. To let my self cry more and more than usual. To let my self wake for the whole night cause i cant sleep because of i miss him. To let myself to fall in to the other guy even i'm not sure if i can do it.

I hope i could get a strength to stop this feeling as soon as possible because i know there's nothing worse than being in love alone.

Nota kaki: Dah lama sebenarnya diri ini begini..

After a while i've been stuck, blur what should i put here to up date this blog, so today i'm sure what should i write here...

After i think it deeply, i asked many people, heard thousand of comments [goods & bad], after i cry so much, after i always got a problem to sleep at night so i decide.

Pergilah bb, larilah bb... Go wherever you want, as far as u could, run as fast as you can and leave me here... Because the only thing that i want is, i WANT you to be HAPPY. That it is. Enough for me. Previous time, i always said, if the only thing that i can do for you is seeing you so I"LL do it. But since i feel the more we're being close, the more we're always meet i'm worried the more you feel uncomfortable. You can even choose not to talk to me, you even can decide not to look at my face even a second. Cause all i want is your happiness. Please do what ever you want. You even can hurt me like hell if that can make you happy. Seeing you in tense mood, is killing me more.

Harmoni..

Semalam...perbualan tiba-tiba menjadi sedikit tersentap, tak sangka rupanya saya telah kecilkan hati dia..

"Perhubungan yang harmoni"...itu kata dia. 

Ermm, saya salah kan.  Maafkan saya.  Terlalu menajga hati orang tapi hati dia saya tak pernah fikir sehingga dia terluka, walaupun luka itu kecil tp kesannya..??  Parutnya..??

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