Monday, March 2, 2009

I'm Back!

After a short time away from my personal blog, I finally decided it's time to bare it all,again.

Lantak lar aper org nak cakap.

They are not the ones determining my life and also my happiness.
Say what you want, I just simply do not have the energy to layan anymore.
My mantra is now "Anything remotely stupid to be said to a person, I shall just ignore"
And also I've decided to become wiser, if not the bigger adult.

As long as we're not bound by blood, I don't give a hoot of what anyone thinks of me.
Well apparently,in my pursuit to find peace and quiet,I found out a lot about you;my readers.
From your barrage of emails penetrating through my friendster and my personal accounts,on words of encouragement,to those knocking mails asking for invitations for access, not to mention those somewhat reflection of funny fan mails, I thank you. :)

On some days, when the workload overpowers the workings of the brain, those are my mood lifters.

However,contrary to my believe where my blog is just a way of me expressing some stupid,petty stuff, I acknowledge now that there are more of you who benefit from this humble blog of mine and I am touched by your honesty in saying so.
You don't find a lot of girls in this part of region who are willing to express themselves to a stranger.(known only through the virtual world).
And at the rare times they do, it can be unbelievable.

This song below is also part of the catalyst for my decision.

We are family
I got all my brothers & sister with me
We are family
Get up everybody and sing
Everyone can see we're together
As we walk on by(FLY!) and we fly just like birds of a feather
I won't tell no lie(ALL!) all of the people around us they say
Can they be that close
Just let me state for the record
We're giving love in a family dose

To which I know that no matter how bad the situation is, how difficult the tides are,I still have a wonderful loving family, giving their fullest support n especially my loving cousins and aunts. The female clan of the Arif family.And for which, I am most thankful and count my blessings day in, day out.


  1. bashaaaaaaaaa! ape nih,yana balik,tak jumpe2 pon lagi?? hadoyai.

  2. yuppp... i'm 100% agree with u. no matter what had happen, we still have our loving family whom will always be our supporters ;p