Is it that apparent?
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Today, somehow, I lost hope.
Today, I dont feel like being here.
Today, I want to curl up in bed and shut myself from the world.
Why does it hurt so bad
Why do I feel so sad
I was over you
But I keep crying..
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad
Friday, February 20, 2009
Something that i needed to let it out of my system.
Taking Things for Granted
If I could go back to the past,
One thing is for sure,
I would not take things for granted,
And instead cherish all the beauty life is to offer,
Even on the days that I feel blue.
If I could have the long stimulating conversations,
On the many nights right there on the sofa,
I would hold all your attention,
And never want it to end.
If I could have all the surprises,
And not be too ignorant,
To treasure and value the efforts,
For I know I have been blessed with your love.
If I could have all the comfort,
Of good friends on the days when I need them most,
For only they know how to bring the best of me,
God,I would never ask for more.
It comes once in your life,
Take pleasure and seek blessings on the things happening in front of you,
For you might later regret,
When you no longer have it..
by Nur Izzati Binti Shafii ~~ izzatis
Thursday, February 19, 2009
A trait that should be ingrained as a skill in one's career and it is a way of living.
It doesnt help even if you're a graduate of an ivy -covered lecture halls of an MBA grounds, corporate recruiters like me would definitely buy-in and make a deal with those who i think would get along with others.
And it is also no longer whether you have the greatest idea in the mechanics of a car.
Being nice is a sure means of success.
And i have a valid personal example to share.
I have been 'demoralized' lately in my work. I was at the verge of giving up.
Knowing that i have come to a junction in my career where i have to make a crucial decision, whether to stay and progress in the Human Resource, stereotypically female/service discipline or move to a much softer, relatively less prestigious career path of Marketing or Sales. (God knows who gave the definition of such).
And because of my still relatively young age, i have decided to move.
Like an uncut diamond, i know that there is much unrealized potential in me.Im not going to give up when i know i still have something to give.
And there was another obstacle and a question whether to stay in the current company or to change to another organization.
This time, I did a survey, and this is where, the Power of Nice pays up to me. I talked to a few colleagues, both dear and also the "hi-bye" that has a name to a face. What struck was how they have form a whole picture or perception of me.
Those discussions, led to doors of opportunities for me within the company. I received much more advice than i first bargained for, colleagues have lend their hands for support, many offered me motivational and management books to read; just so it will keep me going and working within the company.
The main underlying of their reasons; I am such an easy and nice person to work with. The rest is up to my passion, commitment and to learn everyday.
And the best have been these two.
1. Offered to work in the International Sales Division. Either in Market Intelligence or as a Country Manager in one of the regions.
2. A colleague lend me a copy of "Driven" an inside story of BMW to help me prepare for my future role and another colleague is also lending me another good book to read.Of course there's much for me to deliberate and decide for now.
But knowing that i have done something right to be given such trust, even if i were to die tomorrow;
I'd die a happy soul.
Today, my Ayah gave me RM200 and said "Go and get yourself something nice".
And I, as the obedient baby daughter will concur to both his requests :)...
Though I am quite perplexed by my Ayah's decision to still spoil his already earning daughter.
But then again, i dont mind this at all. ;p
Does this mean i can try to convince him again to get me the new NEO CPS? ;)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
A friend asked me yesterday why I don't put up his pictures on my blog.
My reason is simple; I dont want history to repeat itself.
Oh come on, we all know that nothing is certain and there are no guarantees in life.
It might be all rosy and a split second later, it might turn otherwise.
And it wouldn't be fair for the other person if based on my rants and vicious comments, he will be forever jugded by you before you get to know the real person.
I've learned through the hard way.
Even, if it is smooth-sailing all the way through, for this time, I prefer to keep him all to myself.
Voluntarily, I refrain from over-exposing him because I think it's his wish to have his privacy still intact.
And I respect his wishes.Plus, I guess he wouldnt want to be associated with my girly-girly stuff considering his rather 'macho' personality :)
But today, I'm going to make a little exception to this rule and post something for him. There is a reason to celebrate and I know for sure, he'll be reading this.
So my DEARIE MR XXXXX,I've lost ways and words to describe how happy you make me.
Here's something that I want you to know how I feel. :)
It’s in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you
It’s in the way that you hold me
And in the way that you KNOW me
When I can’t find the right words to say
You just feel it in the way
Last Sunday I had:
Lunch - Nasi beriani ayam masak merah with rendang tok & a McFlurry ice-cream as a de-stressing treat after a hectic morning at work.
Early evening - a small portion of nasi minyak (again) with ayam pak mamat and dalca. (couldn't resist mummy's cooking)
Dinner- 1 box of KFC poppers and a piece of original chicken.
Supper (12.30am, after a midnight movie at home) - roti telur and teh-o ais!
I said "Let's go makan"
He said (in a disbelieving tone)" you're still hungry?"
I said "not really but I just want to munch"
He said "you're going to have your period soon?"
I said "yeah, maybe in a week's time"
He said "Wow, I thought PMS is usually a few days before?"
I said " I am unique. Sometimes I get binging cravings, other times I become extra2 emotionally sensitive."
He said " I better watch what I say for the next couple of weeks.I dont want to get into trouble"
I said " You HAVE to watch what you say to me ALL the time"
He said " Ahhhh..."
I got my points across to him.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009